Happiness..

What's happiness?
How can we be happy always?
What makes us happy?
What makes us sad?
Hmm...
Once upon a time, I used to think that 'I am a stubborn gal'..
Not anymore..
I realized that I am very (in a way silly too) sensitive to some issues with my close-knit group..
yes..I will be hurt easily with them...as small as when they don't smile properly if I say 'hi'..
when I don't get reply to my mails even after a week..
I can see myself changing colors in my face..twisting my mouth to cover my disappointment....

Yes...It hurts...
It hurts because you love them so much and you care for them...